my best day ever

my best day is gotta be

DRAMA COMPETITION 2006
CHAMPIONS

yeah, nothing smells better then success.
but better still is that our hard work paid off
it was pure joy!!!

well, we did work on this competition for 1 whole month
to emerge as the winner was..phew.....is seriously
THE BEST OF MY LIFE!

my drama team members lead by Anna
was the best drama team ever
we laugh, scream and taught each other the pure joy of acting on stage
nothing could replace this joy

we were so close, like a family of drama actors
eating together, painting the props together and singing together
all the weird quirky stuffs with did on stage, i will certainly remember it forever.

best creative talent?

my best creative talent would be designing t-shirts and magazine covers
i do have good ideas about arranging the pictures to make a statement...i like to think i do.

so i designed 2 t-shirts for my school clubs and 2 magazines covers for my school club too. aww...the fond memories...yeah, it was bittersweet, i mean its hard to swallow criticism especially when u spent the whole week working on it.

since it was done last year, i don't have any examples to be shown. all i can say was, theres wasn't any complains and thats very VERY good news.

colour of my life!

BLACK
BLACK
&
BLACK

black is so totally cool cuz its just is.
it represent all the mystery in the universe and in our life.
how cool can any other colours be?
black goes well with any other colours
i mean, other colours have to blend with each other but with black, its just magical
black shows mystery, boldness and full of confidence
black is the only colour that could represent me

what makes me, ME?

basically, i'm this loud, crappy, girl that talk jokes which are really nonsense either to make people laugh or just to annoy them.

i like making people laugh, even when the jokes on me!
i don't really mind if they joke about my eyes, my height, my skin colour...usually i'd just laugh with them or defend myself with lots of crappy defense word.

i like what i eat
what i eat is basically anything edible
i can't help it, i just love food
if any of my classmates bring anything delicious-cakes, muffins, etc some of it will usually end up in my stomach. what...i just wanna taste...a little..bit
my friends all know this about me, its no big deal, to me anyway, haha.

i like to express...dramatically
i talk with lots of expression and sound effects
i mimic people in the worst possible way
again...mostly so that people could laugh about it together
and to make a normal conversation more 'interesting'

i like to crap...just for laughs
i could go on crapping on something for quite long
and for this my friend-Reenu has to suffer
this crappy quality i learnt from another friend-Fiona...thanks dude.

i like to help in anyway i can
i'd usually try my best to help anyone in anyway i could
i feel that if its within my limits, i'd do my best to help them
after all, its just a help, no life threatening stuffs is going to happen anyway.

thats basically it, what makes rachel tan who she is!

my alter ego...

i thought my alter ego is supposed to be a secret that no one else should know. i already CAN imagine my friends rolling on the floor laughing their heads off at what i'm about to say. appearance wise...i'm sorta this 'macho', out-going, dare-to-do anything kind of gal but...i'm really a shy little girl thats afraid of the world and the people in it. i mean seriously...

my life when i was 7-10 years old;
-my friends are like only 5 or lesser
-i never talked to teachers unless i was ask to talk
-i never volunteer to do or answer anything (to afraid)
-never talked to the neighbour's kids
-don't dare to ask the shop assistant where they place the 2B pencils
-etc, etc, etc

but lucky for me, my confidence start building up when i was 10 years old when i first got my 1st bestfriend-RAFIQA RAIHAN!
she sorta help me in the building my confidence and losing my shyness process for that i'm seriously SERIOUSLY grateful.

so now i'm full of confidence, ready to take on the ugly world, heads on.
but...
still the shyness is still in me, although i try very hard to keep it down, sometimes being shy is just 'unavoidable'.

so thats kinda it, my 'alter ego'.

the weird thing is now, i feel so much better now that i'm telling this to everyone.
weird huh...its just me.